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life can't be more perfect. [29 Oct 2009|09:19am]
Perfect boyfriend.
Just got two of the perfect jobs I could get.
Perfect life.

Dustin and I celebrate our 3 year anniversary this holloween.
We have now lived together for almost 1 1/2 years.
I cannot believe how great we are together.
I almost wish that dumb cunt could see us now ha!
Secretly I've learned that I am a very vengefull person.
It's okay he still loves me <3


I've got a new fulltime job at this spa called Eleven.
It's the best job I could ask for.
If you'd like to check it out!
bleed for me

[12 May 2007|10:26pm]
I've lost 7lbs this week.
I will lose 30 before my birthday.
I haven't noticed much change.
Fiber pills make me gassy.

I went shopping with my boyfriend's sister.
We had fun.
She got me to try tops I'd never consider.
I bought two tanks and a tube top heh..

Dustin gets off in two hours, I can't wait.
It's really weird how one person can make you feel.
We see each other ALL the time.
I like that we can be so close.

Tomorrow is apartment looking day again.
Ick that is not fun at all.
I wish money was not a necessity.
A nice home is all I want.

Massage is going well.
I wish I made a little more.
This job is not too steady.
One day I'll be rich.

Gas is really expensive.
I drive more than I need too.
Miles add up really fast.
I'm on E again.
16 will | bleed for me

[27 Apr 2007|05:41pm]
I hate how ignorant and close minded some people are.

A girl I talk to every so often texted me today.
"Do you enjoy being a massage therapist"
Uh let me think that one over,
I just wanted to say:

me: HELLLO do think I would spend 12,500 dollars on schooling then another 400 dollars on a stupid test and thennnnn spend all of my time trying to make a full time career out of it if I hated it?!

Anyway so I say yes and she says ohh was it easy because you know I think I might go.

I'll tell you what, if I had known those 7 months were going to be such hell I wouldn't have done it haha granted I'm happy now but for 12,500 dollars and school monday thru friday from 9-6 and internship from 12-7 on Saturdays yea right.

So the point is massage school is well worth it if you are going to invest a good amount of time into something but if you're working full time living on your own I doubt it will be a good idea. Oh and if you're in your late 40's good luck getting a job because as shallow as Vegas is, only the good looking survive.

She wants to go to CCSN for massage I told her good luck getting hired.
1 will | bleed for me

Life is a rocky road. [25 Apr 2007|08:55pm]
I will be going to medical school in the fall.
I promise.
I will be a nurse.
I will work in the maturnity ward.
I will work in pediatrics.
I will grow and be the best at it.

P.S. I can't edit my profile myspace is being lame.
I massaged a 14 year old yesterday she's so scene.
CUTE. We got along *awkward* you kids these days.

A lady I know lost her 13 year old son to brain cancer.
She's stronger than I could ever be.

Dina's baby is going to come early I told her.
She's not due till June.
I massage her 3 times a week I know it's coming in May.

People's stories change my life.
2 will | bleed for me

[20 Apr 2007|11:00pm]
[ mood | sad ]

intervention is so damn depressing.

1 will | bleed for me

[20 Apr 2007|08:03pm]
The vent of the day:

There is this girl at the doctors office I work at. She's a massage therapist also. Long story short WE DON'T GET ALONG! She steals my clients talks trash is fat and ugly and cut's peoples massages short. Today started off bad.

She told clients that were calling that we were fully booked for massage when I had 3 openings. this lead to us playing phone tag with these clients and me not getting paid. Then I had a 2:00 massage with a guy named George, now George and I are really close he's like a Grandpa to me! He has a serious nerve disorder and I've been massaging him since I started there well today when he arrived I was finishing up my 1:00 massage and Nicole the stupid fat tehrapist I don't like well she was hanging out and talking to him she found out her 2:00 cancelled and behind EVERONES back told him that she was massaging him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I come out of my 1:00 massage and I'm like Hi George you know just let me change my sheets and I'll get you back here and he goes no.. Nicole says she's massaging me today! By that time Nicole is walking toward the room George was in and I stepped out and was like "YOU FUCKING BITCH!" And shoved her up against the wall and started screaming because omg guys I had HAD IT and the receptionist had to pull me off omg it was a mess hahahaha but anyway the point is she's getting fired Tuesday because shes a caddy bitch.
2 will | bleed for me

[30 Mar 2007|11:00pm]
I never write in this anymore.
If you know me you know how my life is going.
If you still read this then that's cool cause I'm writing again.
Life is good.
My boyfriend is my hero.
He takes care of me.
I'd fall apart without him.
I wish he knew how much he really does mean to me.

2 will | bleed for me

[22 Oct 2006|06:58am]
life is perfect.
bleed for me

[15 Sep 2006|11:59pm]
I saw the Last Kiss today.
The movie reminded me of my life.
Oh yea except I'm the homewrecking school girl.
sigh.. </3 I loved the movie btw.
2 will | bleed for me

[14 Sep 2006|07:59am]
I like when silly boys call me to tell me they've been lurking my myspace all day hahaha!
aww <3

Boys are cute
and I like them. <3
2 will | bleed for me

[18 Aug 2006|12:47pm]
I thought I'd check this out.
See if my account even still existed.

IT DOES haha

I'm writing in you again. <3
3 will | bleed for me

[07 Jan 2006|11:33pm]
I'm deleting my lj in a couple days.
add me on myspace if we don't talk on there already.
my page
9 will | bleed for me

[30 Dec 2005|06:12am]

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Moon the cameras in the parking garage.

Get your resolution here

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[28 Dec 2005|12:38pm]
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[26 Dec 2005|04:56pm]
A couple nights ago, my mommy and her best friend were at a casino on an air force base in korea.
They were playing a couple games of bingo and as my mom and her best friend were leaving my moms best friend (practically my aunt) slips on a piece of ice and cracks her head open.
My mom runs into the casino and asks the front desk to call 911.
They refuse.
So she has to run around to find a payphone.
My mom was in ER all night with her.
She called my dad in the morning, in hysteria.
I don't know the severity of it.
She's going to be okay though.
I just think it's ridiculous that the front desk refused to call 911.

My dad's sick with the flu.
He's like a little kid haha.
I mean it's not funny but it's funny haha
I hope I don't get sick.
bleed for me

[20 Dec 2005|06:21pm]
I'm such an idiot! haha
I left my school books and binder in class and drove home..
am I kidding?
No way!
Good thing I left two books at home and those two happen to be the ones I need tomorrow.
For my finals that is..
gahhhhhhh so stupid.
bleed for me

[18 Dec 2005|10:15pm]
when I get nervous I scratch myself.
2 will | bleed for me

[16 Dec 2005|02:13pm]
I hate lines at the bank.
3 will | bleed for me

[16 Dec 2005|12:58am]
Carey and I studied at starbucks for 3 hours.
Then we decided to watch Walk the Line.
She had already seen it.
I loved it.
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[09 Dec 2005|12:54pm]

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